Drug Money

According to Dr. Marcia Angell in her book The Truth About The Drug Companies , “The combined profits for the ten drug companies in the Fortune 500 were more than the profits for all the other490 businesses put together,” in certain years leading up to 2004when the book was published.

A recent study in the JAMA concluded:

From 2000 to 2018, the profitability of large pharmaceutical companies was significantly greater than other large, public companies, but the difference was less pronounced when considering company size, year, or research and development expense. Data on the profitability of large pharmaceutical companies may be relevant to formulating evidence-based policies to make medicines more affordable.

This means that Pharma makes more than other types of companies, but not as much more when taking everything into consideration.

According to one analysis of the study a primary interest to the research team is to retain or increase profitability while decreasing pharmaceutical cost for consumers.

According to Statista the United States spent $511 Billion on medicines for the year 2019, a number that has steadily risen over the last 16 years. They mention that 80% of money spent for the year of 2019 were on brand name drugs. Humira was the number 1 sales item.

Statista describes Humira as:

Humira is a drug used to reduce the signs and symptoms of a number of autoimmune diseases in adults, such as rheumatoid arthritis. The drug, manufactured by the company AbbVie, is the leading pharmaceutical product worldwide based on sales – sales of the drug accounted for approximately 57 percent of AbbVie’s total revenue in 2019. The prescription drug is given by an injection under the skin, and two kits of the Humira Pen (40 mg) cost an average of 4,480 U.S. dollars in the United States in 2017, which was far more expensive than other selected countries.

According to Drugs.com:

Humira (adalimumab) is a tumor necrosis factor (TNF) blocker that reduces the effects of a substance in the body that can cause inflammation. Humira is used to treat many inflammatory conditions in adults, such as ulcerative colitisrheumatoid arthritispsoriatic arthritisankylosing spondylitisplaque psoriasis, and a skin condition called hidradenitis suppurativa. Humira is also used in adults and children to treat Crohn’s diseasejuvenile idiopathic arthritis or uveitis.

Humira affects your immune system. Adalimumab can lower the ability of your immune system to fight infections and you may get infections more easily. Serious infections caused by viruses, fungi or bacteria have happened in people taking this medicine. Some people have died from these infections.

Serious infections include tuberculosis (TB). Your doctor should test you for TB before starting and during treatment with Humira.

Before or during treatment with Humira, tell your doctor if you have signs of infection such as fever, chills, aches, tiredness, cough, skin sores, diarrhea, or burning when you urinate.

The side effects on the Drugs.com page are too numerous to post, but I will at least post this:

Patients treated with adalimumab are at increased risk of infection, some of which may become serious and lead to hospitalization or death. These infections have included TB, invasive fungal infections, bacterial, viral, and those caused by opportunistic pathogens including Legionella and Listeria. The risks and benefits of therapy should be carefully considered prior to treatment initiation in patients with chronic or recurrent infection. Evaluate for latent TB and treat if necessary prior to initiating therapy. Monitor patients closely for signs and symptoms of infection during and after treatment, including the possible development of TB in patients who tested negative prior to treatment. Consider empirical antifungal therapy in at-risk patients who develop severe systemic illness. Lymphoma and other malignancies, some fatal, have been reported in pediatric and adolescent patients treated with tumor necrosis factor (TNF) blockers such as adalimumab. Postmarketing cases of hepatosplenic T-cell lymphoma (HSTCL), usually fatal, have been reported in patients treated with TNF blockers including adalimumab, primarily in adolescent and young adult males with Crohn disease and ulcerative colitis. Most cases occurred in patients receiving concomitant treatment with azathioprine or 6-mercaptopurine.”

Since Humira is a drug prescribed for certain auto-immune related problems I will post this as well. This is a good auto-biographical piece about a mother dealing with her auto-immune issues.

De-liberate Movements

For the past few weeks driving to work in the morning I have observed a young man walking; he looks as though he’s on his way to work, and intermittently he starts dancing, just a couple moves, a spin or a side step shuffle, and then a return to a sauntering walk. To be frank he looks a bit silly. He’s not very skilled, and something about his body control and expression resounds with desperation for attention, yet I am convinced there is both a magic to it, a magic in it (that is something external and something internal). I knew it as soon as I saw it, but I didn’t have a concise way to describe it until today, which I will get to in a few paragraphs, but first some background.

Today I was reading Bioenergetics by Alexander Lowen wherein he makes an incisive point on pages 52-53 that I’d like to paraphrase. The nervous pathways of the body mediate and coordinate sensations, feelings, and emotions. These pathways have a natural flow to them akin to how blood, or maybe more accurately lymph, flows through the body, a pulsed or rhythmic current like how the heart pumps the blood, or breath guides lymph, but these pulsed nervous sensations take the form of involuntary movements, which are most obvious when we see the movements of a baby (Imagine a one year old in his baby bouncer). As we grow older this type of open motility becomes inhibited, but there is always some degree of motility in our movements–the natural flow and processes that occur in our body at all times. To Lowen, the degree of involuntary nervous flow—of sensation, feeling, and emotion—directly correlates with how animated and alive we are. to him solely voluntary movements are lifeless and mechanical, whereas the involuntary charge in the muscle that corresponds with the movement gives it pleasure, and expression.

While I can’t say I agree entirely with Lowen’s concept, I do agree that energetic physical expression comes from the release to the body’s natural flow, rather than through a conscious compulsion. When expressing joy physically one simply allows the emotion to course it’s own trail through the nervous pathways. It’s not something consciously directed. When we try to consciously direct expression physically it tends to be counter productive because the conscious control of movement is constricting on the nerves, whereas emotional release is opening to the pathways. (Hence in bioenergetics we have blocked pathways from constrictions of emotional trauma. Also in Tai Chi and Chi Gong we have the practice of moving with open pathways)

When I first read some of Lowen I misread a point of his on page 53, but my misconception still makes sense and is not in direct opposition to Lowen either, so far as I understand his position base off what I have read. It is a different understanding of voluntary expression and involuntary expression. To begin this post I mentioned passing this young man on the way to work—back of house food service, and occasional serving. So there is a lot of movement, and it’s involuntary in the sense that I don’t really want to be spending me time doing it. It’s a job, not a passion. Because I often don’t want to be there my movements become passive, and mechanical, my mind retreats and I become more robotic. Then there are days where I feel blessed to be working. I am voluntarily there, and my actions are full of life, and I am consciously engaged into all the details of each project. I’d say this is a common experience for a lot of laborers. And we are all familiar with repeating hooks of songs over and over, or jingles from a commercial, even some random verbal gibberish, or maybe having a little move you do unbidden like a shuffle of the feet or a clap of the hands. This could be the body trying to re-align the nerve pathways of expression.

Returning to the sauntering dancer walking to his job in the morning, when he stops and breaks it down he is opening his nervous pathways through a deliberate process. feel the emotion, let it build up, express through dance, walk it off. I have feeling like this could be a useful method for daily empowerment. There are a lot of things we feel are out of our control. a dance is something directly under our control, it’s primally expressive, and it opens the nerve pathways for release of tension.

I love the term deliberate movement. the word deliberate, though it means typically cautious and balanced, has the word liberate right in it, and the concept of restoring balance to the body’s bioenergetic system is core to this notion. I’m going to go look for some good dance therapy videos and if I find them I will share them here.

So when we are confined to involuntary situations like our jobs or vocations, becoming little-by-little lifeless and mechanical, maybe we can invoke vitality into ourselves, liberate our anxieties, or bring back a better sense of balance and presence with some magical movements like the sauntering dancer I pass on the way to work every morning.

Help Your Back

video by redefining strength

This is a simple exercise you can do regularly in order to counteract tightness, soreness and weakness in the back from time spent on computer or mobile device.

Doing it every hour could be a real challenge, but as she states in the video just try to get used to doing it as a remedy whenever you feel that soreness in your back from being on your computer too long. Doing 5 to 10 breaths four or five times a day would probably produce noticeable results in short time.

Fulvic Acid

Image from elitenutrients.co.uk

Generally speaking, people are depleted of minerals, especially trace minerals. So are our food sources. Coincidentally, a number of modern pesticides and herbicides function as chelators (or so I have heard), which could remove macro- and micronutrients from the soil. This can of course have side effects for other plant and animal life. Other behaviors of industrial farming like fertilization, as well as water run-off can have effects on nutrient content as well.

How bad is it? It is hard to tell, and it will depend on the expert you ask. From my very limited perspective I have seen people benefit by supplementing with minerals, and I have benefited from it myself.

A quality mineral supplement is fulvic acid. Here is a link to a description by dr. Axe.

And here is a brief video description:

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On a personal note, a positive experience I had with fulvic acid several years back taught me the benefits I was reaping from this supplement. It was a weekend evening, and I knew I was going to be drinking a lot because some friends were back in town. I was already enjoying a drink with neighbors and decided that I should get some nutrients since I wasn’t sure when next I would be eating. I threw a half teaspoon of a Lugol’s iodine supplement with fulvic acid into a small glass of wine, and I cut it with water. I also took a couple other things like high dose vitamin d. My mind harkened back to anecdotes that I’d heard about the ancient Greeks taking their wine cut with water and minerals.

I didn’t think about it again and went out. I stayed out late and drank enough that I knew I’d be in a precarious situation in the morning. Although, to my astonishment when I woke up I did not have a headache. I wasn’t really even dreary. Could it have been the supplements? I thought, having no other explanation.

In the not too distant future i would try this again and it worked. I started experimenting around to try and figure out exactly what it was that was curing my hangover. Sure enough, it was the fulvic acid, and it worked best if I took it at the beginning of my evening.

It works great, but I highly recommend you do NOT use this as a crutch for regular excessive alcohol use. Who knows the hidden damage that could occur to your system in a way no one could have anticipated. We get hangovers to remind us not to repeat our actions.

I’m not sharing this story to teach you how to avoid a hangover, but instead to show that there may be some substantial benefits to supplementing with fulvic minerals. A doctor is probably the one to consult in order to be responsible. Or i guess read the label. I take a tablespoon in the morning in water or in a smoothie, and sometimes with herbal tea or wine in the evenings.

Potential for Big Savings

An article from a few years ago came to mind recently. It was from Bloomberg and titled, “Americans are Dying Younger, Saving Corporations Billions.”

Even though the article is hidden behind a pay wall I believe this quote sums up the point quite well:

“[O]ver the last two years, at least 12 large companies, from Verizon to General Motors, have said recent slips in mortality improvement have led them to reduce their estimates for how much they could owe retirees by upward of a combined $9.7 billion, according to an analysis of company findings.”

If the reason why this article resurfaced in my thoughts is not obvious let me state that I find it significant that as we enter into a monetary crisis at all levels of society so to have we been assaulted by disease the effects retired populations most severely.

And coincidentally this brings to mind the looming demographic crises for first world nations which was emphasized at the beginning of this year (2020), focusing on China. The simple premise is that the elderly population is troublingly larger than its replacement population, which produces widespread monetary and workforce problems that can drastically impact and incapacitate a society (From the above link):

“First, China will have to pay for the care of a vast elderly population without the resources available to richer societies facing the same challenge. Second, China’s future growth prospects will dim with every year of below-replacement birthrates, because low fertility creates a self-reinforcing cycle — in which a less youthful society loses dynamism and growth, which reduces economic support for would-be parents, which reduces birthrates, which reduces growth …”

What is said of China can easily be said for North America and Europe. Once again, it is this particular demographic who is most effected by the current disease.

Speaking of demographics, a phrase has spread through the population—essential and non-essential workers. So in essence there are essential populations, and non-essential populations in new normal terminology.

Disease does effect us.

I am reminded of an anecdote that someone once told me, and it effected me greatly. He said, “If you were to die your place of business could replace you inside of a month, maybe even in as brief as a few days. But your family and loved ones could never replace you for all time no matter how hard they tried. You could never replace any of them.

Now are good days to define what essential means to you, and how it manifests in your life. Does it manifest? Do you feel the love emanating from your partner? Heard the laughter of your children lately? Does a deep longing within remain unfulfilled? Do you know the embrace of your own soul? Were you providing the light needed for a seed to grow?

A Breathing

In one of his numerous treatises Manly P. Hall made the insightful comment that for all the successes of scientific understanding we are still left with the mystery: what is force? what is life? what is consciousness? what is mind?

Singling out one piece of that mystery, what is life? It is not so easy to summarize. On the one hand, life can be described objectively as animated parts—biological functions. It could be measured in heartbeats or breaths over time. And then there is the so-called subjective aspect to life…Here the objective accounts seem to melt away. From an experiential perspective perhaps all attempts to measure life feel inadequate.

It’s one thing to say, what is life out there, and it is another to say, what is life to you. Even as people try to resolve this duality they sublimate one to the other. People emphasizing an objective approach might describe existential experience as an illusion (the more romantic types might call it a lucky accident), whereas the subjective approach might infer purpose out of biological complexity.

I could imagine Nature saw humans as a resolution to the question, “When life observes itself what will it see?” I am reminded of Nietzsche’s statement: “When you gaze long into the abyss the abyss also gazes into you,” his lesson on the etiquette of staring.

I have a default to write cryptically that I probably need to resolve. What I’m alluding to is how we choose to perceive life can be a healthy approach. Rather than see life as an empty illusion, which is a deleterious statement about your-self ultimately, see life as magnificently purposeful, perhaps inefffably so, which ultimately nurtures your own spirit.

The timeline of your life could be meted out in heartbeats and breaths, but it couldn’t account for the character and timbre of each inhalation, each exhalation. No heart monitor could comprehend the secret language of evocation of each heartbeat pulsing your unique embedded signature upon each tidal waveform, returning with gifts from other pulsing life forces to inspire you until you expire. Now this is breath, this is anima, this is spirit.

Love’s Nutrition

I am wondering, but of all the things that impact us in our lives, love, and the lack thereof, are the most powerful forces to impact upon us. Love is a special nourishment.

This is just off the top of my head; also, I’m not trying to be romantic, but is it not our family’s level of compassion, their degree of embrace that shapes our mental health, and even our physical health, and even our spiritual health? It certainly shapes our character.

When I see someone with depression, for instance, my first thoughts go to what his diet is like, or to get a read on his mineral profile, but it may be equally wise to learn about his upbringing. How was he cared for? The effects of loving kindness can be profound on digestion and sleep, the production of neurotransmitters, wound healing, and there are even epigenetic effects that can be signaled from nurturing behaviors of a family. And the reverse also has profound effects.

But if it is his upbringing through which depression has taken root what then? One must learn to give love and care to himself, and to practice forgiveness.

Lee Cowden, an excellent doctor and teacher, once pointed out in a lecture that the average person growing up hears one hundred “No”s to every one “Yes”. Now obviously many of those “No”s were well founded, “Don’t touch that hot stove,” some less so, “You’re not able to do that,” and perhaps some statements that were actually mean spirited, or cold and indifferent. When we take in the entirety of youth and the various characters, teachers, relatives, friends, classmates, store clerks, police officers, doctors, and television personalities we received numerous directives until our vision begins to narrow. So just take a minute and look carefully around you at your prescribed path, and all the “No”s you have learned not to see…

I remember when my relatives came to visit me from the country. My two younger cousins, my aunt and I took a walk in my affluent, suburban neighborhood. We were walking on the sidewalk on the way to the park when my cousins caught sight of a tree they’d like to climb in some random person’s front yard, which they did, shouting, arguing, and playing all the way. At the time I was embarrassed by them, and I remember I looked down on them; after all, what they had done was a clear “No” in my community. You don’t just go walking on to someone’s property you don’t know and climb their tree, but upon reflection I see how domesticated I had been made already. Somewhere deep down I think I was a little jealous, and a little alarmed that they had so effortlessly broke a social more. I knew my path was the sidewalk, and an internal wall had been erected to guide my behavior. And maybe it’s for the better in that case. I’m not here to contemplate the morality of property or societal pressures. I’m just trying to illustrate the behavioral and emotional impact directives. We swim in a sea of legal statutes and social obligations/expectations, and as the good doctor above mentioned on average it’s 100 to 1 “No”. (As a side note, this could be one reason why it is easy for a youth to succumb to peer pressure. It is a way of saying yes)

One of doctor Cowden’s solutions to this disparity is to create a journal of positive statements. Write down “Yes”s for yourself each day. Positive statements about yourself, or things you are proud you accomplished that day. As a corollary to this journalling technique doctor Cowden suggests to write down every “No” that occurred that day first on one page, then tear it out of the journal and rip it up or burn it, then continue on with the positives. He argues, and I think it is a sound point, that the subconscious responds to the action of discarding the “No”s by releasing a bit of that charge from the bioenergetic system. It’s important to do this until you finally get back to equal.

Another technique is the inner smile meditation as taught by Mantak Chia and others. The technique is simple yet powerful. The aim is to deliberately direct the sensation of your own smile throughout your body giving yourself compassion and kindness.

There are for certain a wide range of quality meditations for the very purpose of bringing love to oneself. I would suggest the heartfulness meditation as an excellent one, but certainly there are others.

Lastly practicing forgiveness is vital for healing. I’m not sure I fully understand why, but it releases a powerful charge of trapped bioenergy. How? well, I don’t have a slick method, but I would say to get yourself into a state of relaxation, and then start saying, “I forgive,” followed by whatever comes to mind, and repeat it as many times as it feels right, and over as many things as it feels like you want to release. Do it often. You will need too. We all need to.

Most of all remember to forgive yourself. You deserve it. We really do need to nourish ourselves with compassion. It’s to our great benefit, but it’s always the last thing we want to do. To some it feels weak and foolish, to others it feels like too much of an investment of time, but for the most part I think we are just scared to honestly reflect on ourselves and see who we really are. I think we don’t love ourselves and it hurts to face that. We’ve heard too many “No”s and it distorts our expectation of what we ought to be.

But I say Yes! I say Yes! to myself, and Yes! to you. We are worthy of compassion and respect.

The healing nourishment of love begins with you.

A First Lesson For Well Being

Finish what you start.

Imagine that Da Vinci felt more fulfilled by a fully swept floor than an incomplete masterpiece. With the floor there is the sense of a job well done, whereas with an unfinished masterpiece there is torment and sleepless nights, longing and hardship.

I simply say imagine because I don’t know if it was true. I’m just making a parable. We all have to acknowledge that a masterpiece is more valuable than a swept floor, and so should ought to take precedence. And we are not all Da Vincis, in fact likely none of us are, yet I know we all have our own masterpieces within us, our own expression from our souls that should speak, our own priorities to complete. When you accomplish the priorities you have set it has the satisfaction and clarity as if you had swept clean the floor of your mind.

But finish the tasks too: the laundry, the dishes, the garden, and make sure to see them to the end. This is a real challenge for me. I get so closed to completing something, but I will leave the dishes out and not put away. Then clutter arises. But I have found when I complete these little tasks, I clear the way to work more clearly on larger goals.

I suppose we all know this. It is certainly no great revelation by me. It is elementary. And so easy to overlook.

Finish what you start, your daily tasks, and your works of art.

Which brings me to the second lesson, embrace imperfection.

I wonder if imperfection is the companion of completion (Gödel would have it so). I do know that all-too-often for myself striving for perfection stifles my ability to complete what I am working towards. I am no artist but I would say that it is the artist who is most familiar with this pairing and its problems. He or she observes in her mind’s eye something far more profound than could ever be reproduced in reality, but not for want of trying.

Also someone focused on tidiness and order may never feel resolved that a project is complete.

Embracing imperfection is an exercise in conscience. It is a deliberate, mental effort to acknowledge limitation, and to see the beauty in a thing as it is. All works of art are imperfect. It is only the entirety of the creation that we do not observe with our eyes that is divinely beautiful.

Which brings me to allude to the third lesson, conscience. How healthy is your conscience? A consideration for another day. For now I leave it unfinished. I embrace the imperfection of this post.

Which leads me to the fourth lesson for well being, nothing ever ends.

The Scientist

Or, one who rejects his own faith.

This modern day white cloaked magi is venerated by many people. He is the Priest archetype of the secular west, and people have put their faith into his words. They have faith in Science, and that he knows its way.

The scientist disparages faith. He is devoted to no such “superstitions”. Yet, he does not know his own faith. Even though he does have it.

Why? to begin with he must have faith that truth exists! The scientist—an empiricist really—holds that all knowledge is gained experientially through observation, but within this framework one can never conclude that something is true, only regularly observable under certain conditions, a seeming constant conjunction; and, experiment alone, even infinite experiments, cannot demonstrate that a class known as truth exists (Empiricism alone does not even have the capacity to establish its own existence since sensory experience does not provide enough information to produce a non-sensory category known as empiricism), so the scientist must have faith that truth exists, and not only that truth exists! But that it is orderly, consistent, coherent, systemic, in order to make conclusions, build theories, integrate into a whole, or else all would fall apart. And he must believe that truth is relevant, that he has a purpose for finding truth, and that it is more valuable than non-truth; And so, he has faith too in Purpose…

This is why the scientist is one who rejects his own faith, his faith in science, and in this way he does not see the truth. Where does he lead the people, this man of science?

The Bio-energetics of Emotions

Following up a bit on yesterday’s post, there are definite qualities to how emotions feel in the body, feelings that elicit behaviors, or need to be addressed. With happiness there is often a feeling of flushness, you may become more extraverted, and the volume of your voice may rise. Fear can bring on shivers and stiffness; there is the sense the body shrinks, and your posture may mimic this sensation. Someone with a heavy heart often places the weight of his upper body and on the spine just below the heart as if the heart itself were using the spine as a crutch.

Obviously these are generalities, but I think they are familiar enough that most people would recognize them. I am reminded of theatrical actors who use very pronounced physical actions to convey emotional states visibly, like a worried man rubbing his hands together, or someone who has eaten too much and is rubbing his belly.

But what is significant about this? well, a lot more than I could describe succinctly, but I will point to one important factor. First, your emotional states have physiological corollaries that include both complex chemical reactions, and structure and posture. Second, unresolved emotions and subliminal programs (stored charge) can leave lasting chemical and structural conditions, that given enough time require some form of medical intervention. Third, the deliberate, continued manipulation(for lack of a better word) of structure, or posture, or behaviors, or emotions can stimulate your body to release the stored emotional charge with positive health benefits.

To make a point we can imagine emotions as various types of tensions in the nerves that build up a charge, this charge being an energy potential. Depending on how we actualize this charge, meaning how we expend/utilize this potential, we have either resolved the tension, reduced it, converted it in to another form, perhaps moved it, or maybe deeply internalized it, among other possibilities.

Considering the charge, the way I’m looking at it is literally in electrical terms. The human body operates generally as an electron donor, but imagine an emotion like severe anger. Might this arise in the body as a potent electron stealer? That is, as something highly acidic? and say that this anger is something that can’t be openly expressed or resolved. The body may have a specific method for managing a particular charge like that. As an analogy, Fluoride is highly toxic to the body, and it can’t detoxify it quickly so it stores it in bone until it can get to it little by little.

Hopefully this makes sense because I don’t believe this is a trivial point, and it is something I want to explore going forward. Obviously there are some intelligent researchers who have laid the foundations. One who comes to mind is Wilhelm Reich, or Dietrich Klinghardt, also the founders of Recall Healing, but I know there are many others as well.

If anyone does read this, let me know if what I’m talking about makes sense to you. Let me know what your perspectives about emotions and the body are.